Friday, December 2, 2016

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CubnsS sSenhnj\n IS¶ph¶ Hcp tUmIypsaâdnbmWv Cu teJ\¯n\v {]tNmZ\ambXv. AXnÂ, C´ybnse Nne kwØm\§fn C¶pw \SamSp¶ Abn¯mNmc§sf¸änbpÅ ImgvNIfpw sXfnhpIfpambncp¶p. sXm«pIqSm¯hÀ, Xo­n¡qSm¯hÀ, ZrjvSnbnÂs¸«mepw tZmjaptÅmÀ Bbn IW¡m¡s¸Sp¶ Hcp a\pjykaqlw Cu ImeL«¯nepw PmXnbpsSt]cn ZpcnXa\p`hn¡p¶p F¶pÅXv eÖmIcamWv. AhcpsS ZpxJ¯nsâ i_vZ§fn NneXv C{]Imcsams¡bmWv. Imftbm, ]ipthm hgnbn N¯phoWmÂ, AhnsS InS¶p Noªp\mdnbmÂ, AXns\ adhpsNt¿­Xv XmWPmXnbn P\n¨pt]mb Xn\m R§fpsS NpaXebmbn IW¡m¡s¸Sp¶p. tKm¡fpsS kwc£Whpw ihaS¡pw Hs¡ Cu sXm«pIqSm¯hscs¡m­p sXmSo¡msX, D¶XIpePmXÀ¡v Xs¶ sNbvXpIqsS? ss{]adn kvIqfnse sIm¨pIp«nIfpambn \S¯nb A`napJ¯n tIÄ¡m\pw ImWm\pw CSbmbXv þ IptdIp«pIsf Nq­ns¡m­v aäp Ip«nIÄ þ Ahsc R§fpsS ho«n hcm³ A\phZn¡nÃ, hoSv Aip²amIpw. Hcp kvIqfnse 6 þ 7 hbÊpÅ s]¬Ip«nIfpsS k¦Sw C{]ImcamWv, Xmgv¶ PmXn¡mcmbXn\m kvIqfnse iuNmeb§Ä R§Ä hr¯nbm¡ns¡mSp¡Ww F¶mWv \n_Ô\. Cu kvIqfn Xmgv¶ PmXnbnepÅ Ip«nIsf ]pdInes¯ _©pIfnte Ccp¯q. Ip«nItfmSpt]mepw, kvIqfnIfnÂt¸mepw C{X XmWcoXnbn s]cpamdnbmÂ, hnthN\w Im«nbm AXns\ FXnÀt¡­ i_vZw Ft´ DbÀ¶p hcmt¯? cmjv{Sob¯nse C¯cw ZpxØnXnIÄ ImWm³ I®nsæn ]ns¶ cmjv{Sob¡mÀ F´n\mWv? aX§Ä....?
CXns\¸änsbms¡ kwkmcn¨t¸mÄ Hcp aXt\XmhnÂ\n¶v In«nb A`n{]mbw C{]ImcamWv. Xmgv¶tPmen¡mbn«v Cuizc³ krjvSn¨ PmXn¡mÀ, Xmgv¶tPmenIÄ sN¿Ww. Hcp tImSXnbn in]mbnbmbnF{XImew tPmen sNbvXmepw AbmÄ PUvPn BInÃ. CXpt]mepÅ Xpd¶ {]kvXmh\IÄ \S¯p¶ aXt\Xm¡Ä AYhm hnthN\hnjw Ip¯nhbv¡p¶ aXsImXpIpIÄ BÀj `mcX kXy¯nsâ `mKambn \nesImÅp¶p F¶ ZpxJkXy¯n\v kam´cambn Ct¸mÄ ]pXnb]pXnb {]kvXmh\IÄ ]{X§fnepw Nm\epIfnepw Øm\w ]nSn¨p XpS§nbn«p­tÃm, tate¡nSbnse cmjv{Sobt\Xm¡fn \n¶p t]mepw. Cu amXncn D¨\oNXz§Ä `cWLS\mhncp²ambncp¶n«pIqSn \S]SnsbSp¡phm³ Khs×âpIÄ apt¼m«phcp¶nÃmsb¶Xv C´ybpsS Xs¶ kÂt¸cn\v If¦w NmÀ¯p¶p. AXpt]mse _mehnhml§Ä ]ecoXnbn C¶pw \S¶psIm­n cn¡p¶p. aXmÔXbpsS A\mNmc§fpw {IqcXbpw s]mXpam²ya§fn ImWmdp­tÃm. ta¸dª tUmIypsaâdnbn hnhcn¡p¶ hnthN\hpw IjvS¸mSpIfpw A\p`hn¨phfcp¶ Ip«nIÄ `mhnbn BcmIpw F´mIpw F¶pIqSn Nn´nt¡­nbncn¡p¶p. shdp¸nepw AkaXz¯nepw \n¶v [n¡mcnIfpw hn¹hImcnIfpw kmaqlnIhncp²cpw IpähmfnIfpw krjvSn¡s¸Smw. AXn\m shdp¸pw D¨\oNXz§fpw ]c¯p¶ Cu sImXpIpIsf \nÀ½mÀÖ\w sNbvtX aXnbmhq.
s]mXpam[ya§fn Iptd \mfmbn I­psIm­ncn¡p¶ asämcp Zriyw, sF.Fkv (IS) aX{`m´·mÀ temI¯nsâ ]e `mK§fnembn \S¯ns¡m­ncn¡p¶ \clXyIfmWv. a\pjycpsS Igp¯dp¡pIbpw ]n©pIpªp§sf \ne¯n«v Nhp«n sImÃpIbpw Hs¡ sN¿p¶ {IqcIrXy§fmWv. C¯cw a\pjyXzclnX {]hÀ¯\ §Ä X§fpsS Xs¶ Ipªp§sf ImgvN¡mcm¡ns¡m­v sN¿p¶Xnsâ Dt±iyw Ahtcbpw càc£ÊpIfm¡n amäm\pÅ kwcw`amtWm F¶v tXm¶pw. aX{`m´nsâ tNmcs¡mXnbÀ¡v tNmcaWw e`n¡msX hcpt¼mÄ X¶nte¡pw X\n¡pÅhcnte¡pw Xs¶ Xncnbpw. ImcWw AhÀ AwKoIcn¨ph¨ncn¡p¶ {]iv\]cnlmcw càs¨mcn¨nen¡qSn am{XamIpw. Ip«nIÄ kaql¯n ImWp¶Xv AhÀ hfÀ¶ph¶ IpSpw_¯nse {]iv\§fpsSXs¶ {]Xn_nw_ §fmWv. Nnet¸mÄ asämcp cq]¯nepw `mh¯nepambncn¡pw. hyànIÄtNÀ¶v IpSpw_hpw IpSpw_§Ä tNÀ¶v kaqlhpw \nÀ½n¡s¸Sp¶p. P\n¸n¨hscbpw ktlmZc§sfbpw sIm¶v, {]iv\]cnlmcw ImWp¶ Hcp Xeapdsb hmÀs¯Sp ¡m³ {ian¡p¶ aX sImXpIpIsf \nÀ½mÀÖ\w sNt¿­XmWv. ImcWw, Ah ]d¶p \S¶v aXhntZzj¯nsâ hnjw Ip¯nhbv¡pIbmWv.
aZÀsXtckbpsS ImcpWy{]hr¯nIÄ aX]cnhÀ¯\w e£yan«v Bbncp¶p F¶v {]kvXmhn¨ cmPØm\nse cmjv{Sob kzbw tkhIv kwLm[n]t\mSv klXm]amWp­mbXv. £ocaptÅmSInSn³ Nph«nepw tNmcXs¶ sImXpIn\v IuXpIw F¶ IhnhmIyw HmÀ¯pt]mbn. tcmKnIfptSbpw \ncmew_cptSbp anSbn Bizmkhpw A¯mWnbpambn {]hÀ¯n¨Xn\v, temIw t\m_Âk½m\w \ÂIn BKcn¨ Hcp kv{XocXv\¯nsâ acWtijw, AhcpsS XymK{]hr¯nIfn If¦w NmÀ¯m³ {ian¡p¶ A¯c¡mÀ, s]ä Ipªn\v ape¸m sImSp¡p¶ A½amscbpw Zpjn¡patÃm Ft¶mÀ¡pIbmWv. apÉow þ {InkvXy³ ]ÅnIÄ shdpw sI«nS§fmsW¶pw, Cuizc³ t£{X§fnemsW¶pw {]kvXmhn¨ tUmIvSÀ kp{_ÒWykzmans¡Xnsc aXhntZzjw ]c¯p¶Xn\v tIsÊSp¯ BÊmw apJya{´ntbbpw IrjIvapàn kw{Kmant\bpw aXkulmÀ± {ia¯nsâ t]cn A`n\µnt¡­nbncn¡p¶p.
hntZzjhpw A{Ia§fpw IqSn hcp¶ ImeL«¯n \·tbbpw kvt\lt¯bpw AwKoIcn¨v, t{]mÕmln¸n¨v kaqls¯ \mi¯nÂ\n¶pw IcIbtä­XmWv. AXn\v ap³ \ncbn {]hÀ¯nt¡­Xv aXhpw cmjv{SobhpamWv. thenXs¶ hnfhv \in¸n¡cpXv. a\pjy\pw a\pjyXzhpamWv kp{][m\sa¶pw aXhpw cmjv{Sobhpw a\pjy\pth­n B¡nh¨ncn¡p¶p F¶pw a\Ênem¡n bn«pÅ At\IÀ C´ybnep­v. `qcn`mKhpw A§s\ hnizkn¡p¶p. F¶m kaql¯n Hmf§Ä krjvSn¨v {i² ]nSn¨p]äm³th­n, aXauenIhmZ¯nsâ hnjhpambn ]d¶p\S¡p¶ sImXpIpIsf \nÀ½mÀÖ\w sN¿Ww. Cu sImXpIp\nhmcW¯n\v \nba¯nsâ iàamb \nÀ½mÀÖ\ acp¶pIÄ (\nbaw) Xs¶ BhiyamWv. \nbaap­mbm am{Xw t]mcm, apJw t\m¡msX Ahsb \S¸n hcp¯pIIqSn thWw.
{InkvXpaX¯nse Nne hn`mK§fn IS¶pIqSnbncp¶ km[mcW kphntijw Adnbn¨v IqSpX BfpIsf X§fpsS hn`mK¯n tNÀ¡Wsa ¶Xmbncp¶p. aäp {InkvXob hn`mK¯nepÅhtcbpw X§fpsS hn`mK¯nem¡m³ hy{KXImWn¡mdp­v. F¶m Hcp aXhpw Øm]n¡mXncp¶ {InkvXphnsâ D]tZiw, Xm³ ]Tn¸n¨ kZv hmÀ¯ AYhm kphntijw þ kvt\l¯nsâ Xe§Ä þ temIs¯ Adnbn¡pI F¶Xmbncp¶p. aX]cnhÀ¯\aÃ, a\x]cnhÀ¯\amWv {InkvXp e£yan«sX¶v {InkvXob aX sImXpIpIÄ a\Ênem¡Ww. \nÀºÔnt¨m, {]tem`n¸nt¨m Bscsb¦nepw aXw amä¯n\v t{]mÕmln¸n¡p¶Xv sXämWv. Hmtcm aXhpw Hmtcm hyànsbt¸mse, Xs¶¯s¶ ]p\x]cntim[n¡Ww, GsXms¡ sXäpIÄ IS¶pIqSnbn«ps­¶v. {]IrXn¡pw a\pjy\pw tZmjamhp¶Xv, KpWIcaÃm¯Xv Hgnhm¡Ww. FÃma\pjycpw ka·mcmWv, ktlmZc§fmWv F¶XmWv a\pjyaXw. Xmgv¶ kmlNcy§fn Pohn¡p¶hsc ssI]nSn¨v DbÀ¯pt¼mÄ kzÀ¤w kt´mjn¡pw, tZh·mÀ Xr]vXcmIpw. aXw a\pjys\ \nÀ½n¨nÃ, adn¨v a\pjy³ aX§sf \nÀ½n¡pI bmWp­mbXv. FÃm aX¯nepw tZh·mcpw ]imNp¡fpw AwK§fmbp­v. aXaà amtd­Xv, a\pjycmWv. a\pjycpsS ImgvN¸mSpw Nn´mkcWnbpw amdWw. Adnhpw _p²nbpw ssIhcn¡pIbpw thWw. BcptSbpw N«pIamImsX hyànXzapÅ a\pjycmhWw. BZyw kz´w IpSpw_¯n Hcp ]cythjWw \S¯pI. IqSpt¼mÄ C¼w D­mtI­ Øm\¯v, Hcp Znhkw F{X {]mhiyw a\ÊpXpd¶v Nncn¡m³ Ignbp¶p, a\ÊpXpd¶v kwkmcn¡m³ Ignbp¶p?F{X kabw H¶n¨ncn¡p¶p, \S¡p¶p, kwkmcn¡p¶p? F{X kabw At\ym\yw kvt\lhpw A\ptamZ\hpw XamiIfpw ZpxJ§fpw ]¦nSm³ Ignbp¶p? kzbw kt´mjn¡pI, kt´mjw kaql¯nse¯n¡pI F¶ kZpt±iyw {]mhÀ¯nIam¡m³, aXt¯bpw cmjv{Sobt¯bpw ad¶psIm­v apt¶dWw. \½ptSbpw aäpÅhcptSbpw kt´mjs¯ \in¸n¡p¶sXm¶pw sN¿msXbpw ]dbmsXbpw Ccn¡psa¶v ZrV{]XnÚ FSp¡Ww. A§s\ kam[m\¯nsâ Hcp temIw krjvSn¡mw. FÃm sImXpIpItfbpw \nÀ½mÀÖ\w sN¿mw.

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vayana anubhavam Bhoomikku Meloru Mudra. written by John Mathew.